SmiLiNg Is NoT My ReAliTy,
ThIs Is Ho
w I PrEtEnD To Be,
By NiGhT I CrY MySeLf To SlEeP,
wiD My GoD FrO
wNiNg At Me,
DrO
wnInG In A FlOoD Of TeArS,
BuT TeArs Are My DeStInY,
My ViSiOn A BlUr As I FuLLFiLL,
AnD ThIs Is Ho
w I MeAnT To Be,
My LiFe Un
woRthY,
My SelF To KiLL,
ExIsTeNcE A ToRtUrE I MuSt EnDurE,
As U RegArDeD SuiCiDe As SiN,
I M NoT AgAiNsT U My HeArt Is PuRe,
FaTe Is MoCkInG
wiTh An EviL GriN,
SuRrOuNDeD In A BlAcK NeSs So DeEp,
I
waLk,I SeE But SuRvIvE No MoRe,
I M DeAd InSiDe,
In DaRkNeSs
weEp,
YoU Kno
w I LoVe U,
LIkE EvEr BeFoRe,
FoRgIvE Me As In My GrAvE I LaY,
FrEe Me oF ThiS PaIn AnD LeT Me DiE,
I JuSt CaNT BaRe It AnY MoRe:''(