Alone I Sit Here

Alone I Sit Here
Alone I Sit Here

Empty And Cold

The Light Beckons Me

It Forces Me To
Be Okay

Hidden Away My
Feelings Are

Showing No Emotions Is
How I Am

I Have To Fight
To Be Alive

I Have To Pretend
To Care

The World Crushed
My Dream

Yet It Forces Me To be

I Once Was Alive

Now I Just Survive ...

  

Apr, 03 2011     293 chars (2 sms)     2377 views       Sad

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Apni Aakhon Ke Samunder Main Utar Jaane De
Tera Mujrim Hoon, Mujhe Dub Ke Mar Jaane De
Zakham Kitne Teri Chaahat Se Mile Hain Mujhko
Sonchta Hoon Kahoon Tujhse, Magar Jaane De

Aarzoo jhooth hai,
Aarzoo ka fareb khana nahi ..
Khush jo rahna ho zindagi me tumhe..
Dil kabhi kisi se lagana nahi.

Ek pal mein jo aakar gujar jaaye
Yeh hawa ka woh jhoka hai ..aur kuch nahi
Pyar kahti hai duniya jise,
Ek rangeen dhokha hai .. Aur kuch nahi

Asmaan bhi baras raha hai,
Mere Ashko se takra raha hai,
Kisme hai jor jyada shayad yeh dekh raha hai,
Barsaat to phir bhi ruk jayegi,
Mere Ashko ka koi anth nahi,
Dil me hai dard itne jiska koi hisaab nahi.
chahat main...


qurbat ki khatir...


chura kar...


vasl lamhon ki raanai...


wo phair leta hai nigahain...


aur de jata hai...


lambi hilr ki saatain...
Tamana hai meray dil ki k main hoon or bus Wo ho mOhs!N
Ye wo hasrat hai jis hasrat pe khud hasrat ko hasrat hai
DECEMBER

*Sunehri Shamein,
Thatharti Ratein,
Mehekti Coffee,
Woh Bheeni Khushboo,

Khamosh Kamra,
Aatish Daan Sulaghta,
Mein Aur,
Teri Yaadon Ki Khushboo,

Haan Yehi DECEMBER Hai.
Bulaoon ga na miloon ga na khat likhoon ga tujhe,
Teri khushi kay lia khud ko ya saza dun ga ..
Main nadan tha jo "WaFa" ko talash karta raha".".".".

"GhaliB"

Ye b na socha k apni sans b ek din "BeWaFa" ban jayegi..!
Yehi S0chte, S0chte Hum Sub,
Ek D0sre K0 Kh0, Dengay Ek Din,
"DOST"
W0 Mujhe Yaad, Nahi Karta T0,
Main Ussey Kyun, Yaad kar0n,....
Meri Maut Hai Meri Hamsafar Meri Zindagi Bhi Ajeeb Hai
Meray Charo'n Tarrf Hai Jalwa Garr Teri Be Rukhi Bhi Ajeeb Hai

Mera Dard Hai Lab E Aashna Teri Ranjisho'n K Azaab Say
Meray Shair Hain Meray Chara Garr Meri Dil Lagi Bhi Ajeeb Hai

Jo Hai Ta'ana Zann Meri Zaat Par Mujhay Unsay Koi Gila Nahee'n
Mujhay Jaan Say Hain Azeez Tarr Meri Dosti Bhi Ajeeb Hai

Mai Lahoo Jigar Say Guzar Kar, Tujhay Naql Karta Hoo'n Warq Warq
Hai Qalam Ki Nauk Say Mukhtasar Teri Aagahee Bhi Ajeeb Hai

Mai Peher Ki Tapti Hawao'n Say, Karhi Dhoop Mai Kharha Be Khabar
Saray Reh-Guzar Tera Muntazar, Meri Be Basi Bhi Ajeeb Hai
Ehsas dilaya hai tou milta hi nahi
Ajnabi tha tou roz mila karta tha
Ab meri hur bat ka woh matlub poochey
Jo meri soch ki tehreer likha karta tha
Ansu na hote to ankhe itni khubsurt
na hoti,
dard na hota to khushi ki keemat na
hoti,
agar mil jata koi chahne se
to dunia mein upparwale ki jarurt na hoti.
Lot aaye...


Usey kehna December aa gaya hai..
December k guzartay hi..
Baras ek aur mazi ki ghupa mein doob jaaye ga..
Usey kehna December laut aaye ga..
Magar jo khoon so jaayega jismon mein na jaaye ga..
Usey kehna hawayen sard hain..
Aur zindagi k kohray deewaroN main larzaan hain..
Usey kehna shagoofay tehniyon mein so rahay hain..
Aur un par barf ki chadar bichi hai..
Usey kehna agar sooraj na niklay ga..
To kaisay barf pighlay gi...
Usey kehna..
KI...
Lot Aaye...!
matti ke jitne ghar main banata chala gaya
ik shaks khafa ho ke girata chala gaya
woh mujse buhat door door bhagta raha
jitna main uske naaz uthata chala gaya
ik mere waste he osne dard rakhe the
baki to wo har ik ko hasata chala gaya
thi haath main taqat magar dil nahin mana
uske siwa main subko harata chala gaya
dil main oski yaaad ke jitne chiragh the roshan
onko bhi wo sitmgar bhujata chala gaya