Alone I Sit Here

Alone I Sit Here
Alone I Sit Here

Empty And Cold

The Light Beckons Me

It Forces Me To
Be Okay

Hidden Away My
Feelings Are

Showing No Emotions Is
How I Am

I Have To Fight
To Be Alive

I Have To Pretend
To Care

The World Crushed
My Dream

Yet It Forces Me To be

I Once Was Alive

Now I Just Survive ...

  

Apr, 03 2011     293 chars (2 sms)     2912 views       Sad

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Roz kehta hon k bhool jaon use
Par Roz ye baat bhool jata hon
Sirf Iss Shooq Mein Poochi Hain Hazaron Baatain

Keh Main Tera Husan, Husan-E-Biyan Tak Dekhon...!!
*. . .ho k insan tu muhbt sy bache ga kese.,

dOsT. . . . . . .*

is khta pe tu frishton ne bhi saza pai hai. . .*
A Very Sad Quote..
By A True Frnd..

"When i Die,
Dont Come Near My Body,
Bcuz My Hands May Not Come to Wipe UR Tears Off That Time"
Lot aaye...


Usey kehna December aa gaya hai..
December k guzartay hi..
Baras ek aur mazi ki ghupa mein doob jaaye ga..
Usey kehna December laut aaye ga..
Magar jo khoon so jaayega jismon mein na jaaye ga..
Usey kehna hawayen sard hain..
Aur zindagi k kohray deewaroN main larzaan hain..
Usey kehna shagoofay tehniyon mein so rahay hain..
Aur un par barf ki chadar bichi hai..
Usey kehna agar sooraj na niklay ga..
To kaisay barf pighlay gi...
Usey kehna..
KI...
Lot Aaye...!
Beet Gaye Sare Mahine Saal Ke,
Ab Phir Laut Aya Hain December,

Mere Gamo ka mausam Jata Nahi,
Ya Allah Kuch Mujh Par Karam Kar,

Jab bhi uski yaad ati hain Mujhko,
Nahi So Pata Hun Ek Karwat Par,

Ab tu Sardi bhi nahi lagti december main,
Nahi Rakhta main ek bhi Kapda Badan Par,

Allah tu Lauta de phir se wo mahine aur sardiyan,
Ya phir ye Sara Mamla hi Khatam Kar,
Der lagi aane mein tumko shukr hai phir bhi aaye to
Aas ne dil ka saath na chhoda waise ham ghabaraaye to

Shafaq, dhanak, mahtaab, ghataayen, taare, nagmeiN, bijali, phuul
Uss daman mein kya kya kuch hai vo daman haath mein aaye to

Chahat ke badle mein hum toh bech de apni marzi tak
koi mile toh dil ka gahak, koi hamen apnaaye to

kyn ye mihr_angez tabassum madd-e-nazar jab kuch b nhi
haaye agar koi anjaan agar iss dhoke mein aa jaaye to

suni sunaai baat nahin hai apne upar beeti hai
phool nikalte hain sholoN se chahat aag lagaaye to

jhooth hai sab tareekh hamesha apne ko dohraati hai
achchha meraa khwab-e-jawani thoda sa doharaaye to

nadaani aur majbuuri mein yaaro kuch toh farq karo
ek bebas insaan kare kya tuut ke dil aa jaaye to....
Faqat ham es liye badnam hain zamany main gomnaam
ky hamin badalna nei ata musmoon ki tarah
Kabhi shikaston ka dukh uthaye to us say pochon,
Woh meri manind toot jaye to us say pochon,
Usey bhi koi sitara manzil say door kar day,
Usey bhi koi rasta nazer na aey to us say pochon,
Safer main woh bhi kisi karey imtihan say guzrey,
Usay bhi koi yun azmaye to us say pochon,
Meri tarhan din charhey woh bhi soye salik,
Usey bhi raat bher neend na aye to us say pochon.
DECEMBER

*Sunehri Shamein,
Thatharti Ratein,
Mehekti Coffee,
Woh Bheeni Khushboo,

Khamosh Kamra,
Aatish Daan Sulaghta,
Mein Aur,
Teri Yaadon Ki Khushboo,

Haan Yehi DECEMBER Hai.
Bulaoon ga na miloon ga na khat likhoon ga tujhe,
Teri khushi kay lia khud ko ya saza dun ga ..
She wanted to leave-
She left...

I had to loose-
I lost...

The difference is,

She just Lost a Moment of Life...
&
In that Moment
I Lost
My Whole Life...!