Look, I"m turning

Look, I"m turning
Look, I"m turning 16 soon, and I really just need my freedom!
  

Jun, 18 2010     62 chars (1 sms)     3021 views       Break Up

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SPEAK NOT MY TEARS
NEITHER OPEN MY FEARS
THE THING THAT BROKE WAS MY HEART
ITS PIECES WONT BE GATHERED HERE
PLACE ALL ITS PIECES TO THE FIRE NEAR
FORGET THOSE DAYS WHEN SOMEONE CALLED IT DEAR!
ALONE I HAVE TO WALK THERE
DO NOT DREAM OF THE SKY THAT WAS CLEAR
ITS MY STORY THAT DOES NOT FINISH
UNTIL MY SOUL DISSOLVES IN THE AIR....
I Woke Up This Morning

Just Befo'' The Break Of Day.

I Was Bitter, Blue And Black, Lawd.

There Ain''t Nothing Else To Say.
Waqt Mily T0h Hmein
Yad Ker Lena Pal Pal
Na Sahi Din
Main EIk Baar Yaad
Kar Lena
D0st H0nge Aap Key
Hazar Per Hm
Eik Hain Itna
Yaad Ker Lena.
I''m A Lonely Road Of
Broken Dreams

Its A Boulevard That
I''m Searching For

These Stars Are All
So Dull

Its The Moon That I''m
Searching For

Happiness Is So Angry
At Me

Its Life That I''m
Searching For

There Is A Crowd
Around Me At All Times

Its a Friend That I''m
Searching For

My Life Is Just Like
Path

Its A Destination That
I''m Searching For

Don''t Know What Is It
That I''ve Lost

May Be Its ''ME'' That
I''m Searching For !!
Its Sincerity ...

In Any Relationship Responsible For Stronger Bonding

And

More Responsible To "Break Heart"
A Lost Thing Could I Never Find,

Nor A Broken Thing Mend

And I Fear I Shall Be All Alone

When I Get Towards The End.
CHAHTON main giley nahi hotey,
ishq main zabtey nahi hotey,
yad kartey hain dil hi dil main tujy,
apne dil main diye jalao"k"ab
ra$ton main diye nahi hotey,
kA$H! hum tum miley nahi hotey.
meri Qismat wo ban tu jaye magr...
Aaj kal mojzay nahi hotay....!
Ghar Bhi Suna Hay Mere Deed K Aangan K Tarha ..

Loot Kar Waqat Na Aaya Mere Bachpan Ki Tarha ..

Par Tere Zulf Mere Bahty Huway Aasqoon Mien ..

Kisi Selaab Mien Bahti Huwi Nagin Ki Tarha ..

Kar K Ghayal Mujhy Us Ka Bhi Bura Haal Huwa ..

Us Ki Zulfien Bhi Na Suljhien Meri Uljhan Ki Tarha ..

Aur Mujh Ko Ghurbat Na Dasa Us Ko Doolat Ki Hawas ..

Bik Gaya Who Bhi Baharhall Mere Fun Ki Tarha ..
Agar tapakta A$hkon ki jagah Lahoo aankhon $e...

Koi ki$i ko phir $hayed hi rulaata...
Dil ke tootne ki hoti jo Awaaz...
Too tumhein mere dard ka andaza ho paata...
Yaadein jo na aati yoon khamo$hi $e chupke chupke...
To mere ghar ki Raunaq hoti teri mehfil $e bhi zyada...
Na hota agar chaand mein daag...
Teri khub$oorti ka mujhe tod mil jata... Agar karta na waqt ki$i $e be-wafaai...
To $hayron mein mera naam kahan $e aata.....
Un $e door jane ka irada na tha,
$ada $ath rehne ka bhi wada na tha,
woh yaad na karenge yeh jante they hun,
par itni jaldi bhool jaynge ANDAZA na tha...
You ruined my life.
I wish I never met you.
I hate thinking about you.
You hurt me...bad!
.
.

But the worst part is... I still love you
Achcha hai mujhe intjar nahi hai tumhara,
tum to kabhi na aane ke liye gaye ho,
tumhari kuchh yaade hai mere paas...
Sirhane ke niche dabi padi,
dil ke ek kone me,
abki aana to le jana wo sab,
jo bikhra bikhra pada hai tumhare na hone se,
mere jehan se apni yaad,
mere dil ki wo fariyaad,
tumhari kahi hui har ek baat,
tumhare dwara di hui tumhari saugaat,
or aansuo ki dhero katrane,