Alone I Sit Here

Alone I Sit Here
Alone I Sit Here

Empty And Cold

The Light Beckons Me

It Forces Me To
Be Okay

Hidden Away My
Feelings Are

Showing No Emotions Is
How I Am

I Have To Fight
To Be Alive

I Have To Pretend
To Care

The World Crushed
My Dream

Yet It Forces Me To be

I Once Was Alive

Now I Just Survive ...

  

Apr, 03 2011     293 chars (2 sms)     707 views       Sad

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Main Lauton ga December main


December Jab bhi ata hai
wo pagli...
phir se beety mosumo'n ki
talkhion ko
yad karti ha
purana card perhti hai
k jis main os ne
likha tha
Main Lauton ga December main


Nai Kapry bnati hai
wo sara ghar sjati hai
December k her ik din ko
wo gin gin ker bit'tati hai
junhi 15 guzarti hai
wo kuch kuch toot jati hai
magar phir bi
purani albumo'n ko khol ker
mazi bulati hai !!!
nahi maloom ye osko
k beety waqt ki khushian
Bohat takleef deti hain
mehaz dil ko jalati hain...
yunhi din beet jaty hain
December laut jata hai
magar wo Khush feham larki...
dobara se calendar main
December k maheeny k safhy ko
mord ker, phir se
Phir se
December ke sahar main
Doob jati hai
k akhir os ne likha tha....

Main Lauton ga December main
Janat Ki Aarzu Main
Kahan Ja Rahe Hyn Log

Janat Tou Karbala Main
Khareedi HUSSAIN Ny

Dunya-o-Aakhrat Main
Jo Rehna Ho Chain Sy

Jeena ALI Sy Seekho
Marna HUSSAIN Sy
BetabiYan Smait K Sare Jahan Ki

Jab Kuch Na Ban Saka To Mera Dil Ban Gea
Chehra Koi Bhi Aankh Mein Thehra Na Phir Kabhi,
Dil Ne Kisi Bhi Shakhs Ko Chaha Na Phir Kabh,
Rootha Zara Si Baat Pe Uth Kar Chala Gaya,
Aisa Gaya K Laut k Aaya Na Phir Kabhi,
Kuch Youn Mila Ikhlak Se k Bus Ishq Ho Gaya,
Wo Ajnabi Tha? Kon Tha? Socha Na Phir Kabhi..!!!
Lagta Hai Jese Tang Hai Tu Mere Wajood Sy,
Ay Zindagi, Tujh Ko Bhi Ijazzat Hai Chorr Ja Mujhy
*. . .bohjal c ankhein haseen sa os ka wo chehra,

ehsan os ka tha ya dhoka apni nazron ka. . .*
Jinko Sooraj Meri Chokhat Se Mila Tha Yaaro,

Ab Woh Khairaat Mein Dete Hain Ujaalay Mujhko. . .*
UMEED!!
KISE KI YAD DIL MAIN HAI KOI AHSAS BAQI HAI
BADLTAY MOSMOON K DARMIYAN AIK RAZZ BAQI HAI

ABI TO MAIN SAFAR MAIN HOON MILAIN GI MANZLAIN MUJKO
MAGAR IN RASTOON K DARMIYAN IK SATH BAQI HAI

KAHAIN PAR SHAM DHALTI HAI KAHAIN PAY RAT HOOTI HAI
ABI TO CHAND HAI CHAND KI RAT BAQI HAI

CHALY AAO KISE DIN TUM HAMRA HALL B DAIKHO
HAMRA JISAM MURDA HAI MAGAR AIK SANS BAQI HAI

UMEED HAI PHIR B WO MILAY GI HAMAIN AIK DIN
KHUDA PAR HAI BHOROOSA ABI KHUDA KI ZATT BAQI HAI
kon kis k sath kitna mukhliss hay
waqat har rishty ki bata deta auqaata hay
'' USEY KEHNA''
Hum na Ukfat ka bharam sub sa juda rakha hay,
Goya seena ma tuja DIL ki jaga rakha hay.
DIL ya chaha k tu kabi badnaam na ho,
Dakh zikar tera hay pr naam chupa rakha hay.
Mera jis haath sa kiya tha tu na musafa,
Dhoya hi nahi honton sa laga rakha hay.
Ab ma samjha tera Rukhsar pa Till ka matlab,
Doulat-e-Husn par darbaar betha rakha hay.
JUDA ho gaye kuch pal k liye to kya hua,
Tari TASVEER ko seenay ma saja rakha hay.
tu nay mujh say poocha hay, kay mein kesay rehta hon
yeh jo jalta dard sa hay, kesay usko sehta hon
sham dhalay dehleez pay bethay, kya tujhko ab bhi sochta hon
jab yad bikharnay lagti hay
aur sans attuknay lagti hay
jab sooraj gumm ho jata hay
aur chand bhi jalnay lagta hay
tu khud say poochnay lagta hon
yeh mein kesay rehta hon, dard ko kesay sehta hon.
mein kuch easay rehta hon
Kab usay intizaar mera tha
Ye to bas aetibar mera tha

Meri khush fehmi thi shayad
K us pe kuch ikhtiyaar mera tha

Kabhi uski bhi aisi haalat thi
Jaise dil-e-beqaraar mera tha

Ghamon mein qaid kar gaya mujhe
Wohi jo gham gusaar mera tha

Mein bhala kaise bhool jaon usay
Jo kabhi aik baar mera tha